Bob Hicok

Bob Hicok



Welcome

A moth flies out of my ear. 
I’ve left the porch light in my head 
on again. I’m always waiting for someone 
to come home to me. Consider the flight plan 
of a moth: “I’m going to flit up and up and up 
and left and down, then nibble on a coat, then land 
on a three hundred-million-year-old rock 
and be eaten by a cat.” I dream of unity, 
not certainty. Of being kissed by whatever made me 
need to ask the stars if they wish upon themselves, 
if I can borrow a cup of light years, 
if sorrow’s why the universe is expanding 
or joy. You and your cane, you and your suicide note, 
you and your needle and booze and kleptomania 
are a package deal according to the sales brochure. 
Same for me. I dream that the constant rumbling of atoms 
doing their jigs allows one conclusion: matter is happy. 
Or at least active. Or my shadow has a face 
that it only shows the ground. I need two hands
to hold everything and two more to hold everything
I drop. Come home, whoever you are. I have cocoa
somewhere, and this is a house haunted
by old songs and rose petals that were left
where they fell. I don’t even dust 
the dust that has fallen on the dust of me.
Sure the place is a mess, but a home is also
a biography. Just ask the sun.





BOB HICOK’s tenth collection is Red Rover Red Rover (Copper Canyon, 2021). He’s a two-time finalist for the National Book Critics Circle Award, recipient of the Bobbitt Prize from the Library of Congress, and a Guggenheim and two-time NEA Fellow.