mandisa apena
i dream of my ancestors and they appear in the clammiest sunlight
everything smells
slowly here
swollen men
sea-slope
slurred bottles
in hand
saline smiles
like heat
rise again
to street
pass bodies
that seem
to ripple
in slo-mo
over tarmac
like heat
rise again
through cloud
mountain fern’s
sweaty song
rock face
grazing ear
strange place
this; here
reminds you
you’re only
dust
MANDISA APENA is a cancer sun from south london. they are an interdisciplinary artist interested in herbalism, dreams and nature worship. they have a self published poetry book called and twice as bitter (2016), and have been described as ‘hilarious’.