So Mayer
bends with the remover to remove
neither solve
nor ab-
inconsoluble
what is called
dissolute
no solution
this sum
no outcome
insol(v)ence
abrasive
what unsticks
addiction
its relation
to soul
obs. or obvs
what of solid
bolus of loss
the choke of
to say dis-
too easy
trace remains
repeats
no re
solution
*
I am my own curse
only foam my proof
faux faute fomo
the lowest form
lower to go tho
why buy the low
when the meat
eat my heart free
fenced as in
implication
another little piece
I steal from me
no-one else knee
capped nosecut
tonguebit witch
taste of spittle
foam again foam
again & no place
like like it
bitch worship
prone upon
floored
for the blessing
of this curse
SO MAYER writes poetry, creative non-fiction and speculative fiction, often at the same time. Their fabulist collection TRUTH & DARE is forthcoming from Cipher in July 2023; A NAZI WORD FOR A NAZI THING is available from Peninsula. @Such_Mayer