William Gee
sickness eats up every space for you
in some parts of this city you
the air that struggles through your chest
the way I could hold you right now but I haven’t
instead in the low hope of a sunday ending
a young man faints in our bathroom
head narrowly missing the cabinet thank god
but now we’re both approximating
the volume of red that is not soaking our carpet
the deep blue his shinbone is riddled with
in the morning you poach eggs for his body
spinach to bring up his iron and I sit
inside of him like a church
thank god you still love me but how
between the thin peace of night and working day
pepper in our back teeth
crumbs in the butter
the horrible thud of how heavy I’m getting
WILLIAM GEE‘s debut pamphlet Rheuma (Bad Betty Press, 2020) was the PBS Pamphlet Choice for Winter 2020. His work has appeared in publications including Poetry London, Tentacular and on BBC Radio 4. His second pamphlet, Trust Fall, is out with Out-Spoken.